I asked for help today

I have gone through much of my life not seeking any aid from anyone. But today, I succumbed to my emotions and did so. I asked a friend to help me out. Whether he helpsme or not is actually not important, what is important is that I have knocked down a barrier. I might come to regret it, but even this will help me learn.

This was a good barrier to have- but I have chosen to surpass it for my own sanity. Mywell being and that of my drive to succeed depends on it.

So here I am- I have bared my soul to a friend, and I hope he can help me.