I've been rearranging letters for recreation and recompense since I was 10. there hasn't been any money yet, but I'm keeping the faith.

Tuesday, March 27

About my instinctive travels and paths of rhythm

I have learnt a lot in the life I have lived. I have made made many mistakes and have lost much. I could have made many decisions that would have an affect on my personality, my way of thinking.. perhaps it would be better or perhaps worse, I don't know- but I have learnt.

Memories are like reflections of the past, and in these reflections I see the stages of the struggles I went thgrough, how I grappled with sweet yet bitter life. I see a boy growing up to be a man in his own way. I see an evolution of ideas, of thoughts, of emotions. Life unravelled around me and I learnt from it- a flip book of wisdom has gathered itself in my concience. Page 1- don't touch that, it may be hot.

I have learnt. But I have lost too- my life and the forces within it have pulled me and pushed me into directions I might not have taken otherwise. I have walked roads knowing that I mysel was inflicting this pain, loss and punishment on myself. I have learnt and I have regretted. Its so easy to say that one does not regret. I find no solace in not regretting, I find it in learning.

Regret is meaningless, it is nothing more than a means to learn from your misstep. Learning is the real prize - learning from mistakes, from new experiences, from anything really.