Iambic days..

When your mind is trapped, like its in a narrow tunnel, unable to look around, to experience the world without realising its tightening circumstances - it becomes stale. The ideas that simmer in it, the voices that speak to it, the thoughts that criss cross it become old, heavy and depressing. When it finally recieves a respite however, the world suddenly seems much more iambic. Your mind begins to realise the possiblities, see the brighter side of things, you start to stop for a second every few steps and smell the fresh air so to speak.

I think that this is exactly what my mind is feeling right about now. About 4 months of constantly worrying about jobs, interviews, listing, callbacks had worn me down. Out of nowhere though, on teh heels of good news, my body has relaxed, my mind has started t wander and I feel so much lighter in spirit.

...... I think I just wrote that whole post without a single spelling mistake. I told you I was feeling good.

ps: Its a testament to how many people read this blog when almost 99.99% of your msn list does not congratulate you on a new job. Yeah, I know I'm keeping it on the down low, but still. If someone came by here, I know I'd hear from them. And since I haven't heard from many, I can only assume that they don't come here much. I know, I'm an attention whore..so what?