so whats up?

things have been cool lately. i'm mad late with two essays but for some reason i don't have the motivation to do them. so i'm stalling. the urge will come back. i hope. panagaea is going well. i have a wicked team and tehy all seem excited, so i'm friggin' pumped, except they don't know this yet. they'll find out soon enuff i guess. you think i shud have panagaea cheer? that would be a seriously shady idea.

life is good tho. keeping up with good people, doing good things, it's tuff with money right now tho, but still, its ok on most days.

i nearly killed myself on my bike today. it was friggin' horrid, i saw my whole life, i'm nto evenm joking. I slammed into a pole and all. my shoulder took all the impact, i was lucky too, cuz there was traffic just 10 metres away. my break cable snapped in front of me as i was goign down a slope and 5 people were walkign up the slope.. they moved and i moved and i slammed into poles... it was fucking horrid day.

my housemate just asked me to come to the santa claus booth today in teh student centre and get my picture taken with santa. arafat died today. how inappropriate would that be, but i'm not saying it abt my housemate, she just woke up, she prolly doesn't even know he passed away. this is the thing we have to understand in order to simplify our lives, there are no facts, only misinterpretations. no facts, only the way u percieve them matters. if i smoke a ciggarette, different people will percieve that 'fact' (me smoking a ciggarette) in different ways. One girl might look at me as a complete tunroff, another guy might look at me and consider asking me for a smoke, etc etc. These are all different perceptions of one fact. Yet, it is the perception+ the fact that registers in your pysche. So, each fact can be percieved differently, there are only misintrepreations or interpretation depending how you percieve a certain fact. if people start to apply this logic to many things, we would have a more understanding world, each person looks at the world with their own goggles, each has their own view. there are no facts, only misinterpretations. neitzsche said that.

later days..