I've been rearranging letters for recreation and recompense since I was 10. there hasn't been any money yet, but I'm keeping the faith.

Wednesday, August 6

I use the word hate a lot... especially when it comes to people. For example, I'll say .. "oh i hate the fact that she does that everytime" .. when in fact i just dislike it..

hate is such a strong word.. i have to stop using it.. or atleast use it with much more discretion...

staying with this train of thought... what makes us like/"dislike" a person. I just visited a blog.. for the first time. It was this girl's blog that's got really nice pics up of he friends and boyfriend and family. She's really cute.. in terms of her writing.. and sounds intelligent and witty. Then, I chceked out her amazon wishlist.. she has a load of sailor moon stuff on it.. right at that moment.. i decided that i wouldn't be visiting her site again..

why did i do that? is liking something different from me such a big deal that its worth me not even reading her blog again? of course not. I know that... then why did i act in such a way?

me wonders with some amount of concern/frustration...

i can't seem to find an ACDC - Toronto shirt anywhere online.. but I did find a couple others I like... BUT.. I am once again in money saving mode.. and I have to start reeling myself in.. s no more stupid purchases for the next month or so.. gotta start collecting money again after the concert... spent a shit load that weekend.. especially considering my summer expenses b4 the concert ...

anyway.. back to bed I go...