I don't know what to write right now. Actually, in my head I know exactly what message I want to convey to you folks but it's hard to put it down in words...

Currently, we have a few guests over at our house. They are really nice people. In fact, these are the same guests we had over at our place a few weeks ago (the folks from Abu Dhabi)

As it usually does in these kind of get togethers the conversation turned to politics. This is where my frustration begins. I sat there for about thirty minutes listenign to my dada and his friend of twenty years talk about politics and then walked out because if I hadn't, I would have gotten bogged down in an argument that I would neither have won norr lost. Needless to say, the topics circled around Muslims, Pakistan, America, Sept 11., Iraq, Afghanistan etc etc.

I am not angry right now.. I'm frustrated. Nothign I said or could have said would have changed their minds. My dad's friend truly believes that Osama bin Laden was not the one that orchastrated the Sept 11th attacks. Maybe he is right. But, then where is his proof ?? They sat there and agreed that the Jews were the ones to blame, that they had destroyed the lives of muslims everywhere by taking up control of everythign in the world from dog food to water.

I agree that the Jews do wield a great amount of power in our world. They do control a lot. Everything from multi-billion dollar corporations to newspapers to government politicians are controlled by the Jews; but, that does not mean that they do all this because they want to annhialate Muslims!! They have just taken control of things. Muslims held control of the world for a quite a while back there too.. why is this any different?

it is frustrating to see grown men agree with each other when all the while you know that they are wrong. Yet, they do not wish to learn. They do not wish to alk out of tehir bubble and realise that the world has changed. It is different. Not everyone is racist. That just because someone talks differently does not mean that you have to be afriad of them. This happens amany a times with blacks. Brown people (especially teh older generation) is dead scared of blacks. Because in their minds the only way to speak in English is their own accent and the non-accent lingo of the "whites'. Anyone who speaks differently is a gang member of some sort. wtf??

I want to scream... I don't even know if this all makes any sense but it pisses me off that people are so relentless. Why is it hard o imagine that a person who calls himself a muslim could commit such an act? why is that so hard to swallow? Moreoever, let's just for a second assume that teh Jews did carry out teh attacks of Sept 11th... why does that incriminate every Jew? That is exactly what is happening to muslims in America, and that is exactly what my uncle and dad are pissed of about in the first place...

frustrating...