I've been rearranging letters for recreation and recompense since I was 10. there hasn't been any money yet, but I'm keeping the faith.

Sunday, June 15

the drug/medication I was prescribed by the doctor is not working. I haven't had anything to eat all day cuz my stomach is killing me. The pain is now constant but it is a bit subdued with regular severe spasms. It hurts though. I really wanted to go outside today and take a walk. But, I reall don't feel like it bcuz of all the pain.

However, I do want to acknowledge the sunshine outside.. maybe my letter to God worked.. who knows... it was about time we had 24 C weather around these parts.

Coming back to my illness... I slept for quite a while toay just cuz I didn't wanna think about eating and also bcuz the dull pain would only go away if I went to sleep. :(

I feel so bad right now that I'm not even in the mood for music or reading. I don't know what to do. I tried watching the telly for a while... but it's saturday afternoon and the most interesting show on right now is emeril lagasse..

i'm out for now...